I just got done at the studio again. I always procrastinate my work and it turns out really shitty, I'm not sure why. Maybe I'm not cut out to be an art major. I really don't care for most of my studio classes I just enjoy graphic design. I was thinking about possibly changing my major to something more useful like Geology, but that would require me to go to school for an extra two years at least. I really am terrified of growing older. I don't want to go out into the real world so I'm not rushing my college experience at all.
I hooked up with 5 different girls this past weekend, I only fucked two of them but fooled around with 3 others... I kind of feel bad. I'd like something more constant, but I cant find anything worth keeping around here. Maybe it's my problem? I haven't been in a relationship in a few years. Feels bad man...
What are you doing with your life? Are you in college? Are you happy? WHAT DRIVES YOU?
Sorry these are just my thoughts as I drift off to sleep, also take the time to watch this video if you haven't already seen it. It's a really good speech, from The Great Dictator, with some nice ambient music in the background.
Goodnight, hope to read your comments in the morning.
Did you know Chaplin was blacklisted from making films in Hollywood in the 50s because people thought he was a communist?
ReplyDeleteHe always denied it (and history seems to show he wasn't one) but it sure messed up his career later in life.
Collegefag here, happy and taken. Shit grades qq
ReplyDeletewhat drives me is money, i wish i were rich D=
Man you don't even know it was 113 today in LA. effing christ 112 in Fullerton where i am. Walking around to class made my back sweat lol
ReplyDeleteI wish I was still in college, but my grades were shit. I'm on academic probation now, so I'm taking time off and working a shit job to get my motivation back up.
ReplyDeleteWhat drives me is one day being able to pack up and leave to an entirely new city in one day. unfortunately, relationships and commitments get in the way of that. But just to have that freedom..
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ReplyDeletePffft. Don't let some school set a time limit on your work if you do art like paintings, sculptures, anything of the sort. I'm pretty sure a lot of artist don't box themselves in with a deadline.
ReplyDeleteKeep it wrapped up too man. I took your advice BTW.
I like this M83 alot, have you heard there album Saturday's = Youth?
ReplyDeleteYou're in college studying what you want, and fucked 2 out of 5 girls you fooled around with last weekend? WTF man, seems you have the goods.
ReplyDeleteAlso, big props for the Dictator!
If you're interested in religion, science and their relation check out Amidst All Human
awesome post here
ReplyDeleteInteresting that you ponder about Geology, as that's what I'm currently going to Uni for.
ReplyDeleteStick with what makes you happy. If its graphic design, you'll be happier in the long run.
ReplyDeleteI love that Charlie Chaplin speech so much. Unfortunately, it seems like the misery that is upon us is more than just the passing of greed.
ReplyDeleteIt's probably something most adults would say, but I think of it this way. Along with you, I'm in college also, so I think of it this way. Spending a few years in college studying, working your butt off, getting good grades, getting your degree, etc., is only a fraction compared to the decades that follow in the "real world."
ReplyDeleteI say just follow your gut and what you want to do, and what makes you happy.
And about the girls: Don't even trip. :D
Ooooooops, I kinda said the same thing twice at the beginning, ignore that.
ReplyDeletefuck yeah M83, and fuck yeah geology. i went back to Uni for geology after i got my shit together. so far it seems worth it. but only time will tell.
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